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I wonder if anyone is truly ready for parenthood. I get freaked out that I've been a bad pet owner, forget that I'm expected to raise a productive member of society. 

I also start school tomorrow. Many may think this to be an insane decision. They may be right, but I really do need external pressures. I'm also told breastfeeding is a great time to read books since you're not going anywhere.

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I know the first month is going to be rough... but that's only a small percentage of the classes for the semester, and I want to give Josh the chance to have baby-only time. I'm pretty used to "self-directed learning" because of the chronic illness and my professors have usually been pretty good about overlooking my shoddy attendance once they see the quality of my written work. Truth be told, I read 80% of the course material in November and December, so I think it should be manageable especially with Josh around.

Besides, I'm going to have a perfect baby that sleeps angelically and keeps a routine ;p