I'm so sick

My lupus is in flare and I have a cold that is threatening to turn into pneumonia and I'm not able to take a sick day. Parents don't get sick days. Seriously, if I end up in the hospital, we don't have a game plan. I'm not allowed to check in with my baby; Josh can't afford to take 1-4 weeks off of work while I'm laid up. Responsibility blows.

And the part that fucking pisses me off the worst is that even though I have medical benefits, I have to submit first to my plan (which has a deductible and will not do direct whatever with the pharmacy) and then I have to submit to zenten's plan. This month I was certainly not expecting to have to shell out money for steroids for the iritis (2 bottles and counting - $30 each), ointment for the iritis ($20), dilation drops for the iritis($30), ointment for James' pink eye ($20), drops for my pink eye ($35), last line antibiotics for my chest infection ($50) and a steroid inhaler ($30).

I can safely say I'm screwed for rent

Edit: zenten's mom is helping us out until the insurance claim comes back. THANK YOU!!


In better news, James had his first swimming lesson yesterday. We're going to need a different technique for dunking him because he took  a lungful of water. Despite that, by the end he was kicking and looking like he was having fun flailing in the water. He gets a look of sheer determination on his face when he's trying to learn something new and interesting, and it looks like swimming is going to be one of those things.
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