Update

[waterspyder]

I feel like I've not been updating properly. I mean, there are lots of things happening with me, but at the same time, I don't give too much thought to them on a daily basis.

I think I can safely say I'm in flare right now. This doth sucketh.

My dreams have become more and more vibrant, vivid, and real. I'm anxiously awaiting December 4th when i find out how I sleep. God that was almost a perfect night for it. I dreamed in that special way I sometimes do, I had a sleep paralysis episode, I mean, what more could have gone wrong in my sleep? It was perfect. And now to find out why...maybe.

I keep thinking about the insanity that was Burning Man... and am a little forlorn that there aren't really any local drink nights happening. Okay, I'm sorry guys, I was so very very sick... but that was like a month ago!

I'm starting to get my shit together again and will be heading back off into the real world. Should I be realistic in my job goals? Or should I set a ridiculously high bar?

I have indeed joined Curves.. which is a cult. This is evidenced by the fact that I can crawl out of bed hungover and make it to the gym. Eerie! At the same time, there is nothing that is medically flawed with their system insofar as I can see. I think it's the diet program that gets you and brainwashes you fully with protein shakes.

Wikipedia is the new crack. I keep updating pages and fighting with people. And then I win. Which means I have honed my skills of bullying the majority into consensus very well. Bully for me.

I'm freaking broke right now. *Glares at zenten*

Alright.. I should get to sleep

Tomorrow is more cleaning.. maybe I'll get feeling back in my arm and I should read corradus' story.

Comments

[corradus.livejournal.com]

Umm...you've lost feelin in your arm? *concern sits quietly behind his features and waits for resolution*

[waterspyder.livejournal.com]

it's a nerve thing

[corradus.livejournal.com]

Okay.

[oni-neko.livejournal.com]

hope you feel better soon.

[panthertriad.livejournal.com]

My Mom is part of that cult... and she's never been in better shape.. Though she feels self conscious when she goes.. she's thin.. she goes for cardio and to build muscle mass.... She ran around saying "Feel Mah Pipes" and made me squeeze her arms...

Don't let them tell you how to rearrange your clothes and you'll be fine.

[feli-valkyria.livejournal.com]

ehhh, sleep paralysis... I have described going through that at times... it scares me... and I often will be quite stiff in the morning as a result of it :( ...

[waterspyder.livejournal.com]

it's icky to say the least... i think my mind has come to terms with the scary freakass things it imagines though