Alienated

[waterspyder]

My firends used to accuse me of being different and acting better than them every year around my birthday. It has nothing to do with me getting another year older and everything to do with the weather. I feel cut off and alienated, and become suspicious of people, I wish I weren't but I am, and it doesn't help when some people do things to reinforce the paranoia when I'm like this. Only a few more months and then the sunshine sneaking in my windows will make me psychologically feel better (even if I can't go outside to enjoy it).

Yay Wwinter, lord of psychological warfare

Comments

You too huh?

[demonalissa.livejournal.com]

I get the winter blahs too. Its hard to fight them when they come on. I find myself antsy for spring.

Re: You too huh?

[waterspyder.livejournal.com]

It's starting to feel a little better, but I'm not there yet