I did not need this.

I got a letter from ODSP today.
They suspended my benefits again.
I'm out of drugs.
They LOST the forms I hand delivered to them.
I KNOW I gave them the forms in person.
This is so frustrating that they keep fucking me over and as scary as it is to admit, it's the first time I've had the urge to cut in like 4 years. It is so frustrating that I can't rely on a government cheque that has been promised to me that I never get. I keep taking showers to distract myself.

I decided to go into the Heronsgate rental office after I left zenten 's place (Happy birthday again btw). I think I'm going to sign on to an apartment in that area, the Baycrest to be specific. The offer I got if I sign today is $690/month heat and hydro included, 1 month free rent and 12 months free cable. And it's on the 6th floor. I like living on the 6th floor.

I have no idea what I'm doing. I can't keep getting stressed out like this.

BTW

Official Marks for last Semester
Field Ecology - C
Pre-1700 British Literature - B+
Post-1700 British Literature - C
Practice of Criticism - B

The other 2 courses are year long courses. and I'm getting a C+ in American Literature and a B in Canadian Literature. All things considered, these are not bad marks.

Wish me luck finding money to supplement the money the government keeps fucking me over for. I think I should go take another shower.

Take the test before passing judgement

How evil are you?

As per Demonalissa's request

1. Ask me any 5 questions you like in reply to this post and I will answer your questions honestly in a new post.

2. Post this to your journal so that myself and others can also ask you questions.